Looking back at 2009, i guess if i work as hard like now, i could have pass my maths with unexpected result and if i play less, slack less i could have get a distinction for Maths haha well, perhaps?
Looking back at past 4months, if i could accept the fact, i guess i will have no problem with maths. Oh well, buck up, Ginatay!
I used to stop and stare at maths for God knows how long, but i can certainly say that at least now with the help of God and the seriousness in me, i really can do it. Well, 6 questions for 5 hours is definitely a joke but yeah, i did that but i believe there are more to come to my way and i truly belive that, i can do it!
I'm just gonna take this 1 year as a lesson process from God and through this 1 year, I believe in 2011 i will grow alot... Definitely alot more than 2009!
Let's do this together, God!
You just have to get on with your life,
and never look back.
What you have lost now,
God will surprise you with something better...
Just,
let go.
Trust me, 100 bucks is always better than 50 bucks.
Wondering why I upload these unnecessary photos?
Let's go back to those times when we begged our parents for all these stuff and how our heart desperate for it.
I remembered how my heart desperate for just one play station 2 and yeah... I knew my parents would come out with a condition but well, I knew they would just want me to study well so I told them that I will definitely focus my studies ( but who that its a nice? ) Apparently i only can use it only on friday nights and weekends.
Then God decided to invented this thing call PSP.
So apparently, my mum unconditionally agreed to buy for me and I was surprised by her kindness. However, her kindness was bought from my chinese teacher and form-teacher whom complaint about how bad my chinese and maths is, but who knows? God then again, invented this thing call iTouch and I'm sick of using desktop so here comes a laptop. But you know, it was all my hard labour that paid off! But maths decided to betray me but thankfully there is my best pal called English who overtook maths to satisfy my mum's conditions and then the end of persuing anything.
The moral of this story is that I'm going to persue something again and is none other than...
Dslr canon!
So going to shame on me if ever I'm going ask my parents to buy for me this. I know is super expensive but then I'm 18 this year and I really don't want to rely on them already but allowance still kind of needed them much though hahah. I used to think that dslr is just another camera with super good effects in it and my current camera also have it so why bother to persue it? Actually I don't know haha either do I want look cool with a heavy cam but personally I really like to take photos and edit them so why not! I think i decided to go to my aunt's company to work and save the money to buy! I hope the reasons of me buying dslr is not stupid if not I'd use this money for my future dream HAHA.
K chaos!
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